Ok I know I havent been on in a while..this times its good reason. I was in the hospital with HUS and TTP. YEAHHH.... 34 days of silence and no sleep from the nurses coming in every 2 freaking hours to make sure your still alive goes against their whole, "You need to rest" routine..doesnt help!
Im out of the hospital now THANK GOD! And working my way to a speedy recovery.
For those who are still scratching their head about the diseases..

HUS - Hemolitic Uremic syndrome --> [link]

TTP - Thrombotic thrombocytopenic purpura --> [link]

phew.. to say the least it was scetchy for a little while there. They said it didnt look good at the begining but DAMNIT Imma fighter! They almost put me on a bed alarm. twice. LOL
My kidneys still are not fully woken up and they put a perma-cathetore in my chest. Its odd and scary to say the least having an access to my blood being right there..and the showering is a gamble everytime since i cannot get it wet (thankyou waterproof tape and press-n-seal wrap)
Ive also heard stories of the cathetore being ripped out on accident..since its connected TO my jugglular vein the soon i get it proffessionally removed the easier it will be for me to sleep at night literally.

But being that close to death has made me relize and appreciate the little things in life. and it has shown me who my true friends are and how far they would go for me. Needless to say Im dissapointed and surprised at the same time. Plp I thought wouldnt come stayed by my bed for hours. Plp I thought were my second halves didnt even comes without me begging and others didnt show up at all...

I am SO grateful to have so many good friends and so many plp around the world praying for me.

soon I will find out if I need to have plasma furicious (exchanging my plasma) for longer than the end of this week. As for blood Dialysis Im looking at another 2 weeks at least XD...Again going back to..you want me to rest?? leave me alone to recover instead of travelling every morning and sitting in a chair or bed for 3 hours doing nothing..or waiting at Good Sameritain hospital for 6 hours for a 2 hour procedure..GAHH. Doing nothing is the worst thing anyone can tell me to do..

Ill keep you all updated. All I wish is my boyfriend could come down from Providence and see me. That was hard not being able to gain strength and comfort from him. I know he was with me in spirit. But the physical strength cannot be reproduced. At least I got to see him a week before all of this went down. So fast it hit. One weekend Im at a concert..the next im in the ICU (intensive care unit)